The Oddest Thing She's Ever Said

Note to Self:

The shower stall walls are far firmer than you are. So when you fling your wet, slippery body against them in a fit of hysterical rage, the only thing you’re actually going to end up hurting is yourself, more.

Hope you enjoy those bruises, you little emotional idiot.

XOXO

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You know those moments in life when you’re on Facebook and a wall-to-wall convo or frequently commented-on thread pops up in your “Top News” feed, and you read it, and realize that somebody DEFINITELY woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, or didn’t eat their Special K (and yes, by that, I DO in fact mean ketamine), or is just really having a Bad Day and the World Is NOT Understanding Their Pain And Further Pissing Them Off? (True Confessions: I have a lot of these days.) 

…Yeah, I will not be contacting TGIS first today.

XOXO

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I heard “Changing” by the Airborne Toxic Event for the first time today and promptly almost threw up over the lyrics.

“Didn’t I ask for a place I could stay; what were we both thinking? The next part just got in the way. You were just always talking about changing. What if I was the same then, the same I always was? Days pass and turn into weeks, when we don’t even speak. We just lay wide awake and pretend we’re asleep. You go home alone and you’re checking your phone and you’re looking at me like I’m something you own. All these buckets of rain, you can’t forget about it, you say I never tried. I am a gentleman, didn’t I answer every time that you call, pick you up when you fall? But you never listen at all. You were just always talking about changing. Guess what, I am the same man.”

UGH. HELLO, STORY OF EVERY RELATIONSHIP I’VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE.

XOXO

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this hurts.

hypocrisy is a strange word
when said
it never exits the mouth
it stays there
on the roof of the mouth
hovering
like a two-headed bird
owl/vulture
both stalking prey
now living
now dead.

most relationships are built on faults. i do not wish to place blame. but
there are houses that crumble with the slightest tremble of the earth.
 
and the thing is
the only reason
why i have difficultly
trusting you
is because i know
how easy it has become 
for me to lie. 

invisible scars
take the longest
to heal
look
don’t we make
beautiful victims?

- Saul Williams, from “She.”

XOXO

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I can not believe it.

I can NOT believe it.

I CAN NOT BELIEVE IT.

Have you no shame?!

XOXO

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I am having a “scared and alone post-rejection” afternoon.

And thus am eating my feelings.

And watching “The Rebound” and enjoying it entirely too much.

And just typed this to Madison in a fit of over-excitement: “OMG I SHAVE CAHSEWS!!!!”

Translated, that clearly both means, “I have cashews!” and “Dear fucking lord, I need a life and to stop finding nearly sexual gratification in salted nuts, and not the real ones.”

XOXO

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I hate when phone conversations ending in me yelling harsh my mellow.

Well, there’s a new side of me the S.O got to witness: Angry, Yelling, All-Business-But-It’s-Going-Wrong-So-I’m-Going-To-Take-It-Out-By-Continuously-Raising-My-Voice Carissa. Sooooo attractive, I’m SURE.

All that afternoon’s work— gone.

XOXO

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Today Brought To You By The Letter “D”:

This is absurd beyond absurd.

A disgusting, despicable, distasteful, desperate, despotic dictatorship.

…I obviously should have given more credit where credit is due. Literally.

Such is life.

XOXO

 

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